just some angry thoughts...

I did not really know what to blog about this week and I am trying to get my homework done while I am really angry and it is really hard to blog when you are mad. All of the blogs I try to comment on I end up wanting to say really mean things and I do not want to come across as a bitch so I am not commenting on anything until I am in a better mood but this makes it hard to get homework done. However, I can post my new blog and at least get that out of the way. :) So anyway I am angry tonight because of my daughter's grandparents. I had to take my daughter to their house last night because I was going out of town for the night and they knew that I would not be back until later on today but they know that I am always ready to see her after being away from her for any amount of time. So I got home this evening around 7 and went to pick her up but when I got there the house was dark and all of the vehicles were gone. So now I have not seen my daughter in over 24 hours and I am starting to freak and I have no idea where she is. If they were going to take her somewhere they could have at least let me know right?! So after calling and texting multiple times and getting no response I finally recieve a text saying, "we are in sparta I will let you know when we are almost to your house". It really aggrivated me the way that it was worded maybe just because I was already upset about not knowing where my daughter was but reguardless I felt they could have been a little more considerate. I did not respond because I did not want to start any big fight but I am really mad and want to see my daughter right now! I came through Sparta and could have picked her up on my way through and she could be home with me right now.

Time for the holidays..

It is amazing to me how October was so laid back and easy to handle and now we are already in Novemer, even in the first weeks I have been so busy! It seems like every appointment I have made all year has ended up in November. School is getting more intense for the end of the semester and dealing with a sick one year old on top of everything does not make things any easier. It is time to start thinking about the holidays and plan for them Thanksgiving is right around the corner and I can not believe it! Then immediately after that it is time to start thinking about Christmas. The baby is 18 months old this month so that means it is time to do pictures again which works out perfect because they make great Christmas gifts or go in Christmas cards. Christmas is always fun when kids are involved. It may be a little more crazy and demanding but it is so fun. I am looking forward to finding a cute Christmas dress or outfit and we have already started Christmas shopping so she should have a good Christmas this year. The only problem is that I can not seem to wait until Christmas to give stuff to her I have given her almost all of her presents early already so I am going to have to store them at someone elses house I think. I am excited and ready for the holidays though.