That time of year again...

Everyone keeps talking about how they just love this time of year the weather is changing and this and that. I'm sorry but I hate this time of year. Yes the weather is great right now, when it is not raining, but that does not last very long at all and then winter is here and it is freezing. It has been cold and raining the past few days and it just brings me down because it seems like we are going to skip fall weather and head straight into the cold weather. I hear it is supposed to be really nice the next few days and in the 70's that is great you can do all kinds of things in that weather I just wish it would last longer and then skip over winter and head into spring and summer again. This weather is, however, great for mudding and that happens to be one of my favorite things to do. You see I hang out with all those guys that drive around in the big jacked up trucks with super swamper tires and loud exaust that wakes you up when we drive past your house at two in the morning from a long drunken, muddy night. Yea great times, looking forward to it. This weather is better for it beccause you can go longer and when the truck gets hot it is cool outside that late at night and the temp inside the truck is just right if you crack a window. So for right now we can enjoy the weather but soon it will be time for bundling up in big coats and warm clothes which means you have to bundle little ones the same which means the carseat is uncomfortable and uneasy to move in, that means a crabby baby for car rides. I hate the cold weather!

sweet victory

They say violence never solves anything but after this last weekend I beg to differ. I think it solved quite a bit for me. A certain person who shall remain nameless received the beat down she deserved. This person makes my blood boil everytime I see her and causes me a lot of anger. I always have the strong urge to hit her everytime I see her and I think that will change now that I have had the satisfaction of hitting her several times. I believe I preformed a public service because multiple people had asked me all night to do this and I declined several times until the after party. Even the owner of the house thanked me. The reason I believe it was a public service is because so many people wanted it done or wanted to it themselves and I just took one for the team. People that witnessed it said they think she has learned her lesson and maybe she will stop running her mouth acting tough. So in this case I think that violence solved a great deal. It made a lot of people happy and it hopefully got one person to stop running her mouth about everyone just because she thinks that she can get away with it. I do however agree that violence usually does not solve much but like all things there are always exceptions.

Parenthood

This last week was one of the most dificult I have experienced as a parent. Much to my suprise soon after I had my daughter I found that motherhood came very natual to me. I love being a mom and I was blessed with a very good baby. She really makes being a mom easy. But this last week a lot of things happened and I realized that when there are children involved any decision you make affects so many lives. Children touch so many peoples lives and they are so easy to love making it easy for people to become attached. A word of advice to those considering having children some day; do not have kids until you are ready to make someone else number one. You are no longer number one after having a child, they are your first thought anytime you consider making a change in your life. You have to be completelty selfless and do what is right for the child and that can sometimes be really hard. What you want and what is right can sometimes be completely different things. Now when I have to make a decision it is going to affect not only mine and my daughters lives but the lives of everyone close to her. No matter which decision I make for us there are going to be a lot of people involved and some will end up hurt. I feel like all of this is going to happen because of the decisions I have made in life.